I have to do what I have to do

I have been a sleep for so long allowing my life to roll into me like a wrecking ball . I have let the my tax debt spin out of control. I have let my people trample me down, and finally I haven't doing what really causes me to be alive. I need to do this. Do the things I love to make me healthy. I want to find my path, I want to live my life, I want to feel excitement again.

Thoughts become things.

• I need to loose weight down to 200 lbs from 240 lbs
• I need to improve my diet, I need to be around for my kids. I need to listen to Dr Essyltn
• I will enroll in a martial arts class
• I am going to start a kettlebell class
• I am saving for a house
• I will straighten out financials
• I will follow the words of the Buddha Meatloaf

I'm still alive

Must have been a miracle

It's been a hell of ride

Destination still unknown

It's a fact of life:

If you make one wrong move with the gun to your head

You better walk the line or you'll be left for dead

I'm a runaway train on broken track

I'm a ticker on a bomb, you can't turn back this time

That's right

I got away with it all and I'm still alive

Let the end of the world come tumbling down

I'll be the last man standing on the ground

As long as I got blood rush trough my veins

I'm still alive

Lost in the night

Feeling so invisible

Oh, a dead man walking the wire

I have broke the devils net

That's made of fire

And it's a long way down from the top of the world

You better look around or you gonna get burned

I'm a runaway train on broken track

I'm a ticker on a bomb, you can't turn back this time

That's right

I got away with it all and I'm still alive

Let the end of the world come tumbling down

I'll be the last man standing on the ground

And as the dust wheels look in my eyes

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

The darkest night ain't black enough

To keep the morning light from shinin'

The highest wall ain't tall enough

To keep the smallest man from climbin'

The more that you resist the tide

The more it pulls you in

The more you hang on for your life

(I'm a runaway train on broken track)

(I'm a ticker on a bomb, you can't turn back this time)

(that's right)

That's right

I got away with it all and I'm still alive

I'm a runaway train on broken track

I'm a ticker on a bomb, you can't turn back this time

That's right

I got away with it all and I'm still alive

Let the end of the world come tumbling down

I'll be the last man standing on the ground

And if my saddle is all that survives

I'm still alive

I'm still alive...